A whole bunch of feelings

So... as most of you read yesterday was my anniversary, and let me tell you, alot has changed from the first anniversary to the 7th. For example, the first anniversary there are usually no little ones, so you get your nails done, hair done, find something fancy before and after dinner (if you know what I mean). Usually your out on the town to a fancy restaurant and life is pretty much good.

Now let me describe to you yesterdays blessed events. I didn't actually bother to get dressed, thou not a lot fits anyways when you are 10 days from having a baby. My hair was "day old" hair, but umphed a little with some hairspray. I did manage to get mascara on, but not much else, my toe nail polish is probably 2 months old, and I think my shirt was stained. David came home from school and had broken out in hives, or allergies (were not sure yet) so after picking up Keagan from school he headed to the Dr's office, and he was there until about 6:30. So romantic... It gets better. Being that it's FHE and in the Mormon world that translates to "you are never going to find a sitter" I MADE dinner for the kids and I and cleaned the house until the kids went to bed. David rolled in after the chaos was to a minimum then took 2 benadryl to help the itching and then I went to bed... and David passed out on the couch after the Benadryl kicked in.

While all of this was going on yesterday, and while David was at the Dr. I suddenly realized I AM CRAZY to be having a third when it's almost impossible to handle the two year old that I already have.... So add emotional breakdown to the days events. And I wonder why I am so tired lately. Then to top it all off Riley was up 80% of the night, to figure out THIS MORNING that Tylenol could have helped his fever, that I didn't realize he had. So anyhoo..... I guess the point of all of this is to realize A] I am not newly married and B] life doesn't stop and turn blissful because it's your anniversary.